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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Life had been messy for me... that's why i stop blogging to settle them. Many sufferings.. many sad times, many problems, many misunderstandings, many angry moment, many fears, many ungrateful people, many ugly real faces surface and many doubts...
BUT that is life.. God is giving me a good hard training so i can smooth sailing in future... God is giving me a chance to shower and sprinkle my POSITIVE IONS to people that need it and especially to myself.
Although getting to see some many negative things and people, i do realise that there is goodness and true friendship in the world... i think i found someone who can fill in the 1 empty slot that was empty for 3 years that i call it good friend slot.. it have been empty for too long.. i am starting to lost faith in it. In fact, i think i found a group of potential good friends that my this good friend introduce to me. Maybe i should start to have faith again to add in a few more empty good friends slot to fill them in... what makes me lost my faith is in the past, i think when i classified people as my good friends, they may not think the same... so it is hard for me to judge.. it is always a dilemma for me when it comes to this. i am always unsure and feel very lost.
Anyway.. he he.. positive come in again... just feel it.. when the time is right.. you will feel it.. he he..
I am also very moved by many who give me the encouragements to move on to a new environment, my new manager's faith in me and many more. your encouragement is my moving motions.. sometimes when i am on low fuel, i just need a word of encourage to top up my fuel.. and i am moving again.. good as always.. i just need encouragement, respect, support and faith.
I moved on and join professional care, i like the style people behave and dress. i totally feel comfortable.. but maybe i am not so stylo than them.. sometimes.. i look at my dressings.. hahaha.. maybe i should be more confident and heck care about others.. just be myself.. maybe i am creating a style too for them.. wahaha..
time to go to bed.. nitey..
Adios
Cheers Always! Positives Always!!!
Y9/17/2008 11:58:00 PM
