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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
谢天谢地！她终於领悟了，了解我了！我的老板娘！ 她对我的态度非常好，我很开心，她要帮我解决我工作上的问题。神啊！保务我吧！！！好的来！！！
Y2/27/2008 12:43:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
bad feb for me.. so many things happened.. Lilian Too.. really says it all.. all of what she said for me.. come true.. is it coincidentally? or she is really that powerful.. oh my.. i will believe in what she say.. this year..
good mar.. come come... !!! i love march!!!
adios...
Cheers
Y2/26/2008 12:35:00 AM
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Monday, February 25, 2008
I MUST!!!! I MUST!!!! BE LUCKY AND HAPPY AGAIN!!!! I MUST BE!!! I MUST REGAIN MY CONFIDENT!!! AND NOT FEEL SMALL!!! NO ONE CAN DESTROY MY SELF-WORTH!!! I AM UNIQUE IN THIS WORLD!!! I AM ONE AND ONLY IN THIS WORLD!!! will be happy about; - i hv a bf that love me- i hv parents that love me- i hv a job in a good company- i hv a best friend- i hv a nice sister- i hv lots of lovely kakis in the company- i hv kakis that loves me for who i am- i hv lots of caring kakis in the company- i hv a room to myself- i hv a personal lappy- i hv a nice cameraand many more to add... Cheers Adios for now
Y2/25/2008 12:57:00 AM
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Monday, February 18, 2008
just not happy today... my life is like in a mess... things are all out of control.. i do not like it this way... why do ppls keep treating me bad? what did i do to deserve all these? go away bad people!!! go away bad things!!! leave me alone!!!i want my smiles back!!!
Y2/18/2008 12:43:00 AM
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Saturday, February 09, 2008
yesterday was the 1st day of cny, as usual we went to 姑妈 place for visiting... we have steamboat again, i love steamboat.. yummy.. oil free... collecting 红包time is then... haha.. 1 year once...
today, the 2nd day of cny, darling came to 拜年, have lunch at my place.. my mum cook.. he seem to enjoy my mum's vegetarian dish... which my mum only cook like 1-2 times a year... he seems much more comfortable to face my parents and granny now... i love that kind of feelings... hehe...
we went to watch CJ7 / 长江7号, pretty good to see 周星驰again... he aged abit... i love the little boy in the show.. he is so cute... i believe he will grow up to be even cuter... haha... i wish i have a pet like 长江7号 too... so cute!!! ... haha...
went to play games online now... Adios!
Cheers!
Y2/09/2008 12:35:00 AM
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
今天是农历新年初夕，吃了年夜饭，我们吃火锅！好饱啊！太饱了！娃哈哈！
恭喜发财！笑口常开！万事如意！心想事成！恭喜！ 恭喜！
Y2/06/2008 10:11:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 05, 2008
maybe i am thinking too much... i hope for the lucky, optimistic me to be alive again.. i should aim to do that before cny... I AM GOING TO HAVE GOOD LUCKS FROM CNY ONWARDS!!! or should i say NOW ONWARDS!!! YEAH!!! YEAH!!! YEAH!!! 3 cheers for myself.. i do deserve it!!! 加油！加油！加油！加油！加油！
Y2/05/2008 12:30:00 AM
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Monday, February 04, 2008
so many things happened this few days... i dun know why the normal optimistic me... cant be optimistic this time.. i keep telling my dear friends i am okie.. but i just cant help thinking of the unhappy things... that happended...
my head hurts... my left shoulder bruised and painful... my mind is confused... energy level is low... what have happened to me??? i know i need help.. but where can i ask for the correct help? people usually run away when they see trouble... i must standup myself... i cant fall in deeper...
tired me.. sign off...
adios... (restlessly)
i think i seems to like this font blue... its reflects my feelings now...
Y2/04/2008 12:45:00 AM
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Saturday, February 02, 2008
the special 1:1 is over... i hope i do get my important msg through... i hope my AD can help me... i'm very worry, that i have to move to the most difficult decision... i have not have content sleep for many many nights... :)
have a bad working day.. i am too busy.. i cant work on china but china was always pestering me!!! but you are not my top priority!!! i cant cope anymore!!! stop pestering me.. stop scolding me!!! im only working... im not your kid.. you this unreasonable person!!! leave me alone!!!
i really hope things will be better after cny.. i cant stand it anymore... i do not want to quit.. i love this company but i do not love the work i am doing now!!! i used to love it.. but it is making me so so so exhausted!!! i need new battery... somebody fetch me some! god help me!!!
Y2/02/2008 12:19:00 AM
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Friday, February 01, 2008
我真的好累！ i'm really super super tired .. too tired with so many things... work and personal...
i'm so overloaded... i shout to my boss but she said i can do it.. i am super overloaded... tmr is a special 1:1 , that determine if i can get help, i continue to drown or should prepare to leave... work stress is overwhelming... and i am not pay so well in the sense the work stress vs pay check...
and there is qualification test for the role i am in now.. as AP.. so many qns... so many topics... i'm still junior.. only 6mths old in the role.. i am feeling super nervous... face to face test somemore.. takes up a whole day for it...
i have not been sleeping well.. i should go catch some sleep.. finally today i am not bring laptop home.. i worked till 9pm today.. so tired.. painful ear.. because office was too quiet too...
adios! Zzzz.....
Y2/01/2008 12:34:00 AM
