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busy busy... i get to know that 1 of my team members is leaving us... he is hired for a big big project that last a couples of years... and now he is leaving us.. and boss wants me to take over him for the time being.. until the new person comes in... lets hope i can handle.. be positive!!!! Positive + Positive = Rewards!

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i wonder why somethings will just changed without any hint or sign... god stop doing this to me... i realised a lot of things around me... just changed without me even finding out... only when things start to worsen then i knew it... it is that i am not observant enough or i am just not sensitive enough... i ask myself repeatedly till now... everytime when i found happiness or a sense of belonging, things will change...

Sometimes i wish i hv the ability to turn back time, to the time i want... and do it well all ove again... sometimes i just wish i can understand each n everyone on what they are thinking and going through... so i can understand them more... and offer a helping hands at the right direction...

i hope things can go back to the happy times.. the day that i get my panda name.. call me panda forever i dun mind... if that's helps to return to the times i am the happiest...

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i remembered when i moved to perm role and move to a completely unfamiliar GBU, a culture that i have to work with a lot of japanese.. especially from the plant and R&D side and we have communication problems, the culture was so strict.. so military feel... i am totally scared and shocked.. i was thinking to quit at that moment.. not only that.. i was very affected that ppls in my ex-GBU didnt seems to care.. some even thot i left the company and saw me at the lift lobby and was surprised! how sad... BUT i tell myself i must prove my worth... so i work v hard.. v hard.. until i cannot take it anymore.. i cry infront of my ex ex-boss on every 1 on 1. i bear with it for 1 and half yrs and finally i am free!!! i prefer my new GBU now, and my new boss.. hehe.. Positive + Positive = Rewards!!!!

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finally its here.. he quit!!! my feeling of worry overwhelm me now.. with sad feelings.. and worry feelings.. i am v confused.. there is gd news and bad news.. what shld i do??? confused...

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i feel tired... frustrating... today... rumor is the main culprit... but what can i do... suffer with it? or confront that stupid idiot ignorant b@&ch!!! so frustrated... i dun know how to vent them out... lucky i have milo, ovaltine and tei with me... if not i will have to go through all these alone.. like last time... i used to cry in my room alone... cry in the bathroom under the shower head (when i was sharing room with my beloved sister) because i'm afraid my parents know it.

nothing much to write today.. things will pass.. dun worry for me, my jie meis... just help me to control my diet... that will do.. because when i am stressed i eat a lot... haizzz...

down... still down...

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To my surprise, no ache on my legs at all.. only ache last night. good for me.. but i got a stiff neck.. cant turn to my right totally.. v painful.. went massage with xiaomei.. i'm feeling slightly better but still pain... i think should be ok tmr.

gossip.. what is gossip?
gos⋅sip  (from http://dictionary.reference.com)
–noun
idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal or private affairs of others

rumor... what is rumor?!!
(rōō'mər) (from http://dictionary.reference.com)
1. A piece of unverified information of uncertain origin usually spread by word of mouth.
2. Unverified information received from another; hearsay.

Why cant ppls just shut their mouth and give other some peace!!! ppls is just trying to earn a living!!! settle down!!! why cant they just SHUT UP and STOP RUMORING!!! nothing is true... NOTHING!!! they do not know ppls may have commitments to their loves... promises... that need money to fulfill!!! ppls need the job!!! when ppls spread rumors... thinking the rumors only affect that person but their loves one get affected too!!! DO YOU KNOW?!!! F%&^er!!! Because of the rumor that is unverified and uncertain!!! the person being affected may ended up quarreling with their love ones!!! love each other lesser because of often quarrels!!! drop their goals together!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!! LEAVE PPLS ALONE!!! MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!! FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! LEAVE OTHERS ALONE!!! CRYING OUT LOUD!!!

affected and depressed...

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i think tmr gonna be an aching day.. i meant muscle aching day... because i went gym today... hahaha.. now i am feeling the aches already.. it will be worse tmr.. hahaha.. lets see what happened... then we went to pluck my eye brows .. quite nice.. although a bit ex.. $12 but i think this is market rate now. hehe..

Dar said the 田七 we bought yesterday that will improve blood circulation and strengthen bone is good... he told me he feel more alert after he take it this morning... good! i start drinking bittergourd tea.. for cleanse blood.. and eat 田七for improving blood circulation.. and drink bird nest once a week.. hope my skin will improve.. and feel better.. hehe...

aiyoo ache ache ache.. better sleep early.. feel good after exercising. feel sleepy now.. i shld go sleep now..

adios!!!

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i'm happy for milo and i am starting to love, take care and pamper myself.

milo got her letter of appointment.. yeah... she can now change her yellow to blue.. red texts to blue or black texts liao.. Congrats milo!!!

i am starting to love, take care and pamper myself.. i noticed there is no need to have alot of money inorder to love, take care and pamper myself. i went zheng zhong ping and bought some herbs, in powder form .. and in tea bag form to drink..

the teabag is bittergourd tea, good for blood cleansing. i hope i can cleanse my blood.. v bad skin i have...
then the aunty reco me another thing, say is 田七 powder.. good for improve of blood circulation, good for cleansing too. increase metabolism. slip half give to dar to try too.

then i decided to buy some cheap birdnest to pamper myself a bit.. (better than never drink mah) bought half a dozen and get half a dozen of 泡参雪耳燕窝... promotion mah..

ok, i shld go sleep liao.. Adios!!!

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its a stay home sunday... dar is working till 8pm. so i surf the net.. watched chingay alone.. (hope he is with me) and then do my own manicure.. DIY.. save $$$ on this kind of stuffs... hehe..

i'm replying to pretty aka milo fb comments on her hkg holiday photos... haha so funny...

bought nothing today so nothing to post.. hahaha..

i'm going to see what she reply me.

Adios!

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Mok and i went Courts Tampines to buy gifts for uncle Patrick and Mr Chua. And we deliver to them personally... hehe.. Heng Heng Arh!!!

I went to uncle Patrick and aunt Judith's new place to 拜年 and also visit his new house. hehe.. so nice place. His place is nicely renovated, it have the condo feel. Really very nice. I have fun there. Eat good food and went to chat with Mok at the super big, nice, spacious and windy balcony.

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